It's so frustrating. It's not like I don't have anything to express or say. I have plenty. It just.. doesn't come out as easily as it used to.
It's been almost 8 months since I've written anything.. .. How pathetic.


- Preemptive Strike on Love -Waiting for that dagger To slip and slice this flesh As trust and lust may stagger Exhale an anguished breath- Preemptive Strike on Love -
Betrayal falls like rain Each bond riddled with flaws One chance, prevent the pain And amputate the cause
Trace a circle on my chest Where the beating does persist Take this scalpel, hold it tight And dig in with all your might
Remove what's underneath The trophy lovers keep This heart, broken and sewed A bomb, set to explode
Let the numbness overcome As fear of loss has won Once warm, now chil


- fractured -bruised and broken bloody bare- fractured -
fractured jaw too weak to care
as pain consumes her soul tonight he'll drink another beer she's lost again, this hopeless fight another wasted year
so tightly now, he'll wrap his hands around her throat, and squeeze shouting out his drunk demands she wishes not to breathe
every single night and day their darling daughter grows she'll watch her mother's soul decay while learning all she knows
every night her daddy's hands are stained with mommy's blood she'll go to b


- Desire -a sweet silence nestled beneath the wings of summer’s warmest night and you held me close yet we were both still so alone- Desire -
you and I were young that night two kids yearning to grow up
a kiss a touch
fingers fumbling to make contact with anything that’s real reaching out for substance if just, for once, to feel
twisted in the bed sheets entangled in our lust gasping screaming heavy breathing simulating love
and in the aftermath of our desire lie a secret only we shall know of a b


- Just Drive -Drive.. fade into that simple oblivion between lack of sight and loss of sanity watch the sick fluorescent lights sink into a memory of times where pain was real- Just Drive -
you can feel it, cant you? the numbness spreading through your veins
embrace it..
for nothing will ever make you feel so real, so alive not love, not trust, not knives
just this..
watch the white lines as they blur into a great divide between past and future into times where warmth is real and the present is nothing more than a lethargic transition
let the world col


Dianaa day of distant euphoria chasing a 5 year old through a muddy yard Hide and Seek till 3pm at half past 1, you ate icecream sandwiches on the front porch 60 degree weather celebrating the blooming springDiana
the ring of a child's voice running up to you with open arms blonde hair, blue eyes so different yet love dwells here amidst the crevices of contrast
rosy cheeks are pressed against your own and the chill of wind does not affect you a tiny hand, holding the world within it falls tightly inside your own and the


Hate IHate IHate I
I know we'll grow From seeds of spite Withering night Turning dull dead shoals to gold
The first instance Of wrong meets right Your soul will never burn As hard as you'd like
Part machine Wasting through textures Of pain You've only got youself to blame
Greed and thought perceive You never give, only receive Flaying passions' life Dont rely on strife
Settle viscous in the hollow...
Die...


Glory ChildNow these feelings aching, barely there I know that you have come into my life to share I only hope that we can learnGlory Child
Fulfill these promises in turn
I watch you graceful, walking on air... Dont be scared of falling dear I 'll be there
You came out the window, shed your soul Blind for so long, we see our goals Now dont be sad my precious, no remorse Shedding ashes through his Trojan horse
But still alone A tiresome groan Hollow brutality Shifts uneasy inside
Im trying to stay And Im trying to stay, Im trying to stay, &nb
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You seem like an interesting person and an amazing poet. If I seem of interest at all to you, go ahead and add me. If not, no worries. I'll be your fan anyway!
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God is the fact that nothing is random, and nothing more.
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God is the fact that nothing is random, and nothing more.
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I can't write english very well
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[03:51] Mmmm chaos: "i wonder what would happen if I walked around with my penor out"
[03:51] Mmmm chaos: ROFL
[03:51] PangPangTy: DDD:
[03:51] PangPangTy: he'd get blown! BY THE WIND
[03:51] PangPangTy: LOL
[03:51] Mmmm chaos: OR YOU. LOL
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